shy? i finally realise what it's like. it's when your cheeks were tensed up and burning non-stop, heart palpitating even faster with your entire body literally froze, hoping not to react by controlling your breathing pace, making you even more feverish with your lips quivering.. And how you would have wished for a hole to conceal your retarded face... An emotion which i was so curious about before and how i wished i've never found out now.. zzz felt so noob, retarded and coward..