THE SHADOW OF THE DAY
one can be anything negative but not insincere .
Wednesday, 22 October 2008
Tuesday, 21 October 2008
Billy talent is a legend manxzcxzcz (twit to step cute like reowned karyl) , this song is f... grEAT !!!!!! hahaha damm damm nice .. haha just realised that this song exists .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NBjcLtMvvBk
lol realise recently keep uploading vids, lazy blog
a best shield is always made of gold ! ;DD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NBjcLtMvvBk
lol realise recently keep uploading vids, lazy blog
a best shield is always made of gold ! ;DD
Sunday, 19 October 2008
every night you sleep
but your dreams are widddeee awake
because
ambitions never sleep
aspirations never sleep
goals never sleep
hopes never sleep
opportunities never sleep
the world never sleep
that's why we work around the world
that's why we work around the clock
to turn dreams into reality
haha cooooooooooool
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s_lVOCfUXQ
but your dreams are widddeee awake
because
ambitions never sleep
aspirations never sleep
goals never sleep
hopes never sleep
opportunities never sleep
the world never sleep
that's why we work around the world
that's why we work around the clock
to turn dreams into reality
haha cooooooooooool
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s_lVOCfUXQ
Saturday, 18 October 2008
Wednesday, 15 October 2008
dedicated to : good and magnanimous guy in amnesia
take note: i wont want to use any one's names unless inevitable. Pardon my selfish act if you're mentioned in the post. My apology but no offence sincerely.
You jie said who does not badmouth people.
True, i agree to that statement to a CERTAIN extent. MOREOVER, i wont go to the extent and overstepped the line by speaking about those whom i've claimed as my good good friends.
Well you said that you will not be furious over it in the blog. Well thankfully it's in the blog and thankfully it's in black and white and hopefully it isnt edited soon in a bid to relieve your forgetfulness. Well, i've heard that RECENTLY, you said "if someone badmouth me, i will beat that person up even if that person was to be my good friend." Awww, such inconsistency. If that applies to your good friend(s) , then i've completely no idea where arent you responding the same to your friends. Maybe, that was spoken in the spur of a moment, or maybe what was written in the post was an accident or maybe friends > good friends, or maybe there's a purpose(PAMO) behind the post? Well, these are merely my opinions and please do not be offended as i tend to speak in a rather rude tone. Don't mind me but whatever the reason behind such inconsistency is .. i'm not really into interest to know it.
Whoa ! like gossipng and chatting , hahaha didnt know that something bad or unproven can be usefully and conveniently used as a topic and still a good friend as claimed .. hahaha sounds amazing . Apparently, i don't resort to such method for topic purposes BUT i always believes in this term : an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth though i've not really and are disinterested and find it sick to mete out such belief. Whoa ! sorry for my inconsistency.
Haha, as for the second paragraphy .. whoever you have told to, hopefully one day it will be dawned on you. UNfortunately, i do not really share the same idealogy as your opinion into bringing names in this issue which i find it high uncomfortable and at guilt. Find it nauseous. Well, don't mind me because thayt's merely my opinion. hahaha as for the "DID I EVEN SAE U TOLD HIM?" issue. Probably, i've written wrongly bah, it was never ever being in my intention that the person i may have mentioned in the earlier on chatlog as i know he wasnt the source. Nevertheless, notice the word - i may have ? hahaha just want to say, once again and unfortunately, i do not share the common space and habit of saving chatlogs as i find it cumbersome UNLESS they are especially memorable. But i have the same opinion as you into giving instances and examples of saved chatlogs
EXAMPLE
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Oh
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Ok
Marcus says:
zzz
Marcus says:
slut
Marcus says:
vixen
Marcus says:
hey wad u doing pig ?
Marcus says:
haha eating swirls ah ?
Marcus says:
haha finished ingesting le mah ?
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Really waiting for u reply l
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
La*
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Z
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
OI DUA PAI
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
I lost the check list
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
):
Marcus says:
zzz
Marcus says:
dick sia
Marcus says:
ok
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Wa
Marcus says:
then i ask u first
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Scold me
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
T_T
Marcus says:
u issit fat or bloated?
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Yes
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Z
Marcus says:
fat and bloated ?
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Fkcer
Marcus says:
fat but not bloated
Marcus says:
bloated but not fat?
Marcus says:
not fat not bloatd
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Bloated but not fat
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
/hehe
Marcus says:
not bloated but fat
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
I jus eaten
Marcus says:
not fat but bloated
Marcus says:
zzz
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
SHUT UP LA
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
...
As for the proving to you part, it all relies at your memory ultimately as i've mentioned. In my opinion, you may want to employ on the 8 principles of memory- colour, association, sound, image, humour, 5 senses, etc and the use of mindmap which enhance the use of both brains to yield greater effeciency. Well, poor memory can never be an excuse used for umpteem times, wanting me to recollect the unnecessary incidents, killing millions of braincells, especially when exams round the corner. the speech re: number 13 and tall guy, etc. what's the point over it. If that message across is already so clear, so why around the bush (when there's no bush) to get the idea across. Lmao, once again, rather inconsistent into claiming that you're a frank and straightforward person. 1.since the message is already so direct and potentially exposing the identities (whether if they are really or not, up to your assumption ) then why not just refer to the names like earlier on with youjie's name. Probably, you want to be nice by keeping their identities whether true or not in low profile. However, it is highly redundant into using number 13 and tall guy if in an intent of trying to keep the detail inconspicious which i beg to differ .Unless viewers are born yesterday, lacking the fundamental ability to make such straightforward inference and mathematics -number sequence, they are able still able to make such relevance, so What's the point ? 2.you said before you dun mind abt a particular issue when questioned, so why giving an otherwise answer to someone else behind my back when i've already asked for an honest answer not for once but on several occassions. If you have failed to recollect it then nevermind. It's no longer of signifance. Nvm, rest both of these issues as i've believe they are of no relevance to this incident. there are just many which the list gonna go on and on but .. whether or not, no longer important le.
In addition, you related to a fellow which you kind of disliked. Am i right? (rheotical question ) Then why seek help from someone whom you despised ? Okay, when you depise a person meaning you wanna have no association to the person but why there is when assistance is needed and arose. Haha probably depising someone and requesting a help from him is of two different issues in your opinions bah . So i was wondering if the military force would one day employed mas selena (censorship is exhibited) for barrack training despite he was depised ? Okay apology mas selena, it was kind of an inevtable situation to use you to draw an analogy and hence, regrettable to use your name ;( .Like the way we don't condone selena SORRY selena for using your name. Hahahaha. Yea.. your immediate and highly-anticipated response will absolutely be : it's different. Well nvm , clash in idealogy bah. it's always difficult to come to a similar conclusion with one in defeat, probably.
As for "who", haaha that issue you seriously have no idea what's going on. Well nobody knew except deep in my eyes. it was never once comprehended by others. the other one was merely an information and if you recalled- you were the one whom to boil down to a conclusion and i merely agreed? Well, nvm. think you have a poor memory and seemingly a good one when at your advantage of being the victim. zzz dun talk abt that then.
Well, that fateful day of the last day of school of sec 2. Whoa ! 2 years ago and i was appalled you could still recall it. Well thankfully, i am able too!!!! i remembered, we were trotting to the foodcourt with wc riding his red stunt bike to the foodcourt. That fateful period, wc's nickname was still kiroshi, in an attempt to be-fit such japanese pop-star bah and the common teasing topic was still wc being a pig. I remember i was having my yong tau foo with a minimal of 7 dishes which namely- sausage, seaweed, cabbage, egg tofu, fried dumpling, fish cake, meat ball (wc's testes hor wc hor -.-) with mee mixed with kway teow (digress to relieve distress)
Well, lemme think bout it, hmm you told him you dun like him? you dun even interact with him .. yet you made such comment. arent you inviting trouble? Right? then what if you kept it to yourseld and just told some other pple about it, wouldnt it have created any trouble since he's not the good friend nor really a friend you mixed with? It would definitely be better (duhhh) And definitely, this example used is the 5th of the logic fallancy- false analogy. Why? because a mere accquaintance = good friend ?if your answer of accquaintance = good friend, i call that contridictory premises. O.O By keeping it to some people, you assumed it will be better? hmm have you tried ? how many times ? hasty generalisation.
Well, my point to get across is badmouth is okay but 1.not to the extent of even commenting of your good friends you claimed to be 2. not to the extent of such destructive negativity. Badmouth YES CAN DEFINITELY. hey brian, do you know wencheng eats like pig as compared to wah wencheng is very fucked up he like to make new friends etc (what's the point) well, spare the effort to ask me who told me because i refused to bring names in that arent involved .. haha why not just tell straight in the face since you claimed that good friend honest etc ..
Maybe you talk too much? apparently bah, talk too much without even processing it with your brain whether it has detrimental effects or sparing a thought for (good friends?)
Nah i'm not too angry, i'm fucking angry. But it has ceased. Well what can i do? move on with life. Spare the effort to reply with the blog because like what youjie said "everyone changes" so friends le also in future may not be the friend u wanted? so what's the point. carry on with your life while i carry on with my childish and goofy which are irksome and irritating and bugging [rule of three] character. I wont change to be liked, i rather be scourned for who i am . Continue your youjie's belief of everyone changes. This speaks much understanding you had for me after 4 years. Well you're right. Time is not related to strength of friendship if not nigel ng and jw would have been the bestest pal. (sorry to use both of your names)
Lastly, i absolutely dun mean malice and if any sarcasm if felt, it's merely a case of misunderstanding . No offence, apology to names i've used.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kFqEvEXmYGQ
for entertainment sake, hahaha jack black is sooooooo funny ;D
take note: i wont want to use any one's names unless inevitable. Pardon my selfish act if you're mentioned in the post. My apology but no offence sincerely.
You jie said who does not badmouth people.
True, i agree to that statement to a CERTAIN extent. MOREOVER, i wont go to the extent and overstepped the line by speaking about those whom i've claimed as my good good friends.
Well you said that you will not be furious over it in the blog. Well thankfully it's in the blog and thankfully it's in black and white and hopefully it isnt edited soon in a bid to relieve your forgetfulness. Well, i've heard that RECENTLY, you said "if someone badmouth me, i will beat that person up even if that person was to be my good friend." Awww, such inconsistency. If that applies to your good friend(s) , then i've completely no idea where arent you responding the same to your friends. Maybe, that was spoken in the spur of a moment, or maybe what was written in the post was an accident or maybe friends > good friends, or maybe there's a purpose(PAMO) behind the post? Well, these are merely my opinions and please do not be offended as i tend to speak in a rather rude tone. Don't mind me but whatever the reason behind such inconsistency is .. i'm not really into interest to know it.
Whoa ! like gossipng and chatting , hahaha didnt know that something bad or unproven can be usefully and conveniently used as a topic and still a good friend as claimed .. hahaha sounds amazing . Apparently, i don't resort to such method for topic purposes BUT i always believes in this term : an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth though i've not really and are disinterested and find it sick to mete out such belief. Whoa ! sorry for my inconsistency.
Haha, as for the second paragraphy .. whoever you have told to, hopefully one day it will be dawned on you. UNfortunately, i do not really share the same idealogy as your opinion into bringing names in this issue which i find it high uncomfortable and at guilt. Find it nauseous. Well, don't mind me because thayt's merely my opinion. hahaha as for the "DID I EVEN SAE U TOLD HIM?" issue. Probably, i've written wrongly bah, it was never ever being in my intention that the person i may have mentioned in the earlier on chatlog as i know he wasnt the source. Nevertheless, notice the word - i may have ? hahaha just want to say, once again and unfortunately, i do not share the common space and habit of saving chatlogs as i find it cumbersome UNLESS they are especially memorable. But i have the same opinion as you into giving instances and examples of saved chatlogs
EXAMPLE
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Oh
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Ok
Marcus says:
zzz
Marcus says:
slut
Marcus says:
vixen
Marcus says:
hey wad u doing pig ?
Marcus says:
haha eating swirls ah ?
Marcus says:
haha finished ingesting le mah ?
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Really waiting for u reply l
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
La*
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Z
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
OI DUA PAI
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
I lost the check list
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
):
Marcus says:
zzz
Marcus says:
dick sia
Marcus says:
ok
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Wa
Marcus says:
then i ask u first
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Scold me
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
T_T
Marcus says:
u issit fat or bloated?
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Yes
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Z
Marcus says:
fat and bloated ?
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Fkcer
Marcus says:
fat but not bloated
Marcus says:
bloated but not fat?
Marcus says:
not fat not bloatd
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Bloated but not fat
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
/hehe
Marcus says:
not bloated but fat
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
I jus eaten
Marcus says:
not fat but bloated
Marcus says:
zzz
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
SHUT UP LA
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
...
As for the proving to you part, it all relies at your memory ultimately as i've mentioned. In my opinion, you may want to employ on the 8 principles of memory- colour, association, sound, image, humour, 5 senses, etc and the use of mindmap which enhance the use of both brains to yield greater effeciency. Well, poor memory can never be an excuse used for umpteem times, wanting me to recollect the unnecessary incidents, killing millions of braincells, especially when exams round the corner. the speech re: number 13 and tall guy, etc. what's the point over it. If that message across is already so clear, so why around the bush (when there's no bush) to get the idea across. Lmao, once again, rather inconsistent into claiming that you're a frank and straightforward person. 1.since the message is already so direct and potentially exposing the identities (whether if they are really or not, up to your assumption ) then why not just refer to the names like earlier on with youjie's name. Probably, you want to be nice by keeping their identities whether true or not in low profile. However, it is highly redundant into using number 13 and tall guy if in an intent of trying to keep the detail inconspicious which i beg to differ .Unless viewers are born yesterday, lacking the fundamental ability to make such straightforward inference and mathematics -number sequence, they are able still able to make such relevance, so What's the point ? 2.you said before you dun mind abt a particular issue when questioned, so why giving an otherwise answer to someone else behind my back when i've already asked for an honest answer not for once but on several occassions. If you have failed to recollect it then nevermind. It's no longer of signifance. Nvm, rest both of these issues as i've believe they are of no relevance to this incident. there are just many which the list gonna go on and on but .. whether or not, no longer important le.
In addition, you related to a fellow which you kind of disliked. Am i right? (rheotical question ) Then why seek help from someone whom you despised ? Okay, when you depise a person meaning you wanna have no association to the person but why there is when assistance is needed and arose. Haha probably depising someone and requesting a help from him is of two different issues in your opinions bah . So i was wondering if the military force would one day employed mas selena (censorship is exhibited) for barrack training despite he was depised ? Okay apology mas selena, it was kind of an inevtable situation to use you to draw an analogy and hence, regrettable to use your name ;( .Like the way we don't condone selena SORRY selena for using your name. Hahahaha. Yea.. your immediate and highly-anticipated response will absolutely be : it's different. Well nvm , clash in idealogy bah. it's always difficult to come to a similar conclusion with one in defeat, probably.
As for "who", haaha that issue you seriously have no idea what's going on. Well nobody knew except deep in my eyes. it was never once comprehended by others. the other one was merely an information and if you recalled- you were the one whom to boil down to a conclusion and i merely agreed? Well, nvm. think you have a poor memory and seemingly a good one when at your advantage of being the victim. zzz dun talk abt that then.
Well, that fateful day of the last day of school of sec 2. Whoa ! 2 years ago and i was appalled you could still recall it. Well thankfully, i am able too!!!! i remembered, we were trotting to the foodcourt with wc riding his red stunt bike to the foodcourt. That fateful period, wc's nickname was still kiroshi, in an attempt to be-fit such japanese pop-star bah and the common teasing topic was still wc being a pig. I remember i was having my yong tau foo with a minimal of 7 dishes which namely- sausage, seaweed, cabbage, egg tofu, fried dumpling, fish cake, meat ball (wc's testes hor wc hor -.-) with mee mixed with kway teow (digress to relieve distress)
Well, lemme think bout it, hmm you told him you dun like him? you dun even interact with him .. yet you made such comment. arent you inviting trouble? Right? then what if you kept it to yourseld and just told some other pple about it, wouldnt it have created any trouble since he's not the good friend nor really a friend you mixed with? It would definitely be better (duhhh) And definitely, this example used is the 5th of the logic fallancy- false analogy. Why? because a mere accquaintance = good friend ?if your answer of accquaintance = good friend, i call that contridictory premises. O.O By keeping it to some people, you assumed it will be better? hmm have you tried ? how many times ? hasty generalisation.
Well, my point to get across is badmouth is okay but 1.not to the extent of even commenting of your good friends you claimed to be 2. not to the extent of such destructive negativity. Badmouth YES CAN DEFINITELY. hey brian, do you know wencheng eats like pig as compared to wah wencheng is very fucked up he like to make new friends etc (what's the point) well, spare the effort to ask me who told me because i refused to bring names in that arent involved .. haha why not just tell straight in the face since you claimed that good friend honest etc ..
Maybe you talk too much? apparently bah, talk too much without even processing it with your brain whether it has detrimental effects or sparing a thought for (good friends?)
Nah i'm not too angry, i'm fucking angry. But it has ceased. Well what can i do? move on with life. Spare the effort to reply with the blog because like what youjie said "everyone changes" so friends le also in future may not be the friend u wanted? so what's the point. carry on with your life while i carry on with my childish and goofy which are irksome and irritating and bugging [rule of three] character. I wont change to be liked, i rather be scourned for who i am . Continue your youjie's belief of everyone changes. This speaks much understanding you had for me after 4 years. Well you're right. Time is not related to strength of friendship if not nigel ng and jw would have been the bestest pal. (sorry to use both of your names)
Lastly, i absolutely dun mean malice and if any sarcasm if felt, it's merely a case of misunderstanding . No offence, apology to names i've used.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kFqEvEXmYGQ
for entertainment sake, hahaha jack black is sooooooo funny ;D
Sunday, 12 October 2008
SHAYNE WARD LYRICS
If That's Ok With You
[Verse 1]
I love the way that you look without your make-up
I had a girl before we met but we broke up
Theres something about you that makes me want to step up
Step up and be with you
If thats okay with you
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
Coz imma make you feel so good how i see its happening
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
Coz baby i wanna step up and be with you
If thats okay with you
[Chorus]
Im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
Im gonna say to your mother just for giving you birth
Im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If thats okay with you
If thats okay with you
[Verse 2]
I wanna keep your toothbrush at my apartment
Make a second set of keys and ask you to move in
Im not crazy
I know what im getting myself in
I wanna live with you
If thats okay with you
[Chorus x2]
Im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
Im gonna say to your mother just for giving you birth
Im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If thats okay with you
If thats okay with you
If thats okay with you
If thats okay with you
Yeah yeah
[Verse 3]
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way
We'll keep the neighbours away too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way
[Chorus x2]
haha great song siol !
If That's Ok With You
[Verse 1]
I love the way that you look without your make-up
I had a girl before we met but we broke up
Theres something about you that makes me want to step up
Step up and be with you
If thats okay with you
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
Coz imma make you feel so good how i see its happening
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
Coz baby i wanna step up and be with you
If thats okay with you
[Chorus]
Im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
Im gonna say to your mother just for giving you birth
Im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If thats okay with you
If thats okay with you
[Verse 2]
I wanna keep your toothbrush at my apartment
Make a second set of keys and ask you to move in
Im not crazy
I know what im getting myself in
I wanna live with you
If thats okay with you
[Chorus x2]
Im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
Im gonna say to your mother just for giving you birth
Im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If thats okay with you
If thats okay with you
If thats okay with you
If thats okay with you
Yeah yeah
[Verse 3]
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way
We'll keep the neighbours away too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way
[Chorus x2]
haha great song siol !
Saturday, 11 October 2008
As my computer was switched on this afternoon since last night.. the CPU motor fan was screeching insanely suddenly, giving me a hint that it may blow off at any moment. My natural and immediate instinct- power plug zzzzzz eventually had to sign off msn and other conversations abruptly.. haha very pao qian... hehehehe
Have been having this very awkward feeling but dunno how to put it in words.. hmm feeling instable, happy at times, feel life is so damm boring and meaningless at times, sian at times as if doomsday approaching without a decent reason... but hatred for one person? one word: definitely. just eat shit and die lah, really lah.
haha out of a blue, i realised that i've been regretting all years long.. regret for not taking the right time, regret for not doing what's supposed to be done, regret for doing what's not supposed to be done, regret..zzz hahah well, right now, i still feel there's some things i gonna regret but i just dunno what am i regretting about.. time will tell i guess.. so readers.. dun live in a life of regrets.
舍不得
Have been having this very awkward feeling but dunno how to put it in words.. hmm feeling instable, happy at times, feel life is so damm boring and meaningless at times, sian at times as if doomsday approaching without a decent reason... but hatred for one person? one word: definitely. just eat shit and die lah, really lah.
haha out of a blue, i realised that i've been regretting all years long.. regret for not taking the right time, regret for not doing what's supposed to be done, regret for doing what's not supposed to be done, regret..zzz hahah well, right now, i still feel there's some things i gonna regret but i just dunno what am i regretting about.. time will tell i guess.. so readers.. dun live in a life of regrets.
舍不得
haha didnt switch off my computer since last night because i'm very afraid that it may not work for today- due to the pissface auto-restart thingy .. Haha i just notice this friend of mine- brian, is very sua ku-o- dunno how to use facebook and friendster.. HAHAHAHA. notice that wencheng hasnt slimed down at all, in fact got bloated up more (come lor wc;DDDDD). Recently busy lifestyle, WHY? because i need to watch for my back almost every second haha due to some.. hmm loss of words.. hhaha i guess no words can be used to describe this vile in the adequate degree and similarly, no one besides him can make my day black and similarly, no one besides him can make me abhor someone so so so so deeply and similarly... hahaha the list goes on and on lah ..
bottomline: haha you must be honoured bah hor hor
Watch your back because you may not know how many pple whom you have shot at the back are chasing you right now. An excerpt from "Einstein" Grrr, this prick.. go get a mirror or gaze into a pool of pee for some soul-searching ( IF U REALLY KNOW HOW TO SELF-REFLECT WHICH I GUESS NOT)
bottomline: haha you must be honoured bah hor hor
Watch your back because you may not know how many pple whom you have shot at the back are chasing you right now. An excerpt from "Einstein" Grrr, this prick.. go get a mirror or gaze into a pool of pee for some soul-searching ( IF U REALLY KNOW HOW TO SELF-REFLECT WHICH I GUESS NOT)
Friday, 10 October 2008
finally, i managed to post again. Recently, the cookie has some problems no idea why. YA, and also, my computer has contracted dunno what virus (definitely is wc spread de), kept auto-restarting, so i dunno when i can blog again after this post. hahha sorry to those die-hard fans who craved to read my blog (well, dun think there's any besides the houseflies. My bhb-ness acting up again like what karyl has always mentioned ;D) Time flies and same goes for memories, there are a bulk of things which i always wanted to post but was deprived of the opportunity and now i've forgotten. seems like my memory is getting as poor as some bimbo (relating to karyl (fun right? keep using blog to shoot me, finally it's my turn le ;D)). However, that poor memory will never ever be related to today's event. I had the last enjoyable moment with my class during the graduation moment and cam-whored.. hahaha the deepest impression i had about today is this very person who give me the assurance whom i will have never expected that she would even at a whim at all. Yet, that mere sentence of her recognising my ability has pounded into the core of my soul so deeply that anyone else is unable. Maybe you all wont understand this feel, it's so powerful anyway. because of those assurances. just because i have the heart. just because i have the strength to do what i'm supposed to and continue off from where i've put a stop to long ago.
Anyway,
weeks ago, i was ignorant that i had such a gooooooooooooood friend all along
days ago, my eyes told me everything
hours ago, i was one retard
now, i'm not ignorant, will not be a retard anymore because i can see it crystal-clear
Anyone, do you know that words are extremely murderous when they are sniped from behind from the least expected (well not really least expected) Also, not to forget to mention, when the victim realises it, he can turn even more aggressive at the will of his heart.
haha nothing much, just merely some excerpts from the "Shakespeare's poems" you this dumb prick, go eat a dick.
ps: _l_ to my bro if you're still secretly hopping to my blog after so long=.=
Anyway,
weeks ago, i was ignorant that i had such a gooooooooooooood friend all along
days ago, my eyes told me everything
hours ago, i was one retard
now, i'm not ignorant, will not be a retard anymore because i can see it crystal-clear
Anyone, do you know that words are extremely murderous when they are sniped from behind from the least expected (well not really least expected) Also, not to forget to mention, when the victim realises it, he can turn even more aggressive at the will of his heart.
haha nothing much, just merely some excerpts from the "Shakespeare's poems" you this dumb prick, go eat a dick.
ps: _l_ to my bro if you're still secretly hopping to my blog after so long=.=
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