As my computer was switched on this afternoon since last night.. the CPU motor fan was screeching insanely suddenly, giving me a hint that it may blow off at any moment. My natural and immediate instinct- power plug zzzzzz eventually had to sign off msn and other conversations abruptly.. haha very pao qian... hehehehe

Have been having this very awkward feeling but dunno how to put it in words.. hmm feeling instable, happy at times, feel life is so damm boring and meaningless at times, sian at times as if doomsday approaching without a decent reason... but hatred for one person? one word: definitely. just eat shit and die lah, really lah.


haha out of a blue, i realised that i've been regretting all years long.. regret for not taking the right time, regret for not doing what's supposed to be done, regret for doing what's not supposed to be done, regret..zzz hahah well, right now, i still feel there's some things i gonna regret but i just dunno what am i regretting about.. time will tell i guess.. so readers.. dun live in a life of regrets.

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