THE SHADOW OF THE DAY



one can be anything negative but not insincere .

Billy talent is a legend manxzcxzcz (twit to step cute like reowned karyl) , this song is f... grEAT !!!!!! hahaha damm damm nice .. haha just realised that this song exists .



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NBjcLtMvvBk

lol realise recently keep uploading vids, lazy blog
a best shield is always made of gold ! ;DD

every night you sleep
but your dreams are widddeee awake
because
ambitions never sleep
aspirations never sleep
goals never sleep
hopes never sleep
opportunities never sleep
the world never sleep
that's why we work around the world
that's why we work around the clock
to turn dreams into reality

haha cooooooooooool


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s_lVOCfUXQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=za6ylp9pPxM



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUuoboCNBeM

HAHA cool song ..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=za6ylp9pPxM

HAHA cool song ..

dedicated to : good and magnanimous guy in amnesia

take note: i wont want to use any one's names unless inevitable. Pardon my selfish act if you're mentioned in the post. My apology but no offence sincerely.

You jie said who does not badmouth people.

True, i agree to that statement to a CERTAIN extent. MOREOVER, i wont go to the extent and overstepped the line by speaking about those whom i've claimed as my good good friends.

Well you said that you will not be furious over it in the blog. Well thankfully it's in the blog and thankfully it's in black and white and hopefully it isnt edited soon in a bid to relieve your forgetfulness. Well, i've heard that RECENTLY, you said "if someone badmouth me, i will beat that person up even if that person was to be my good friend." Awww, such inconsistency. If that applies to your good friend(s) , then i've completely no idea where arent you responding the same to your friends. Maybe, that was spoken in the spur of a moment, or maybe what was written in the post was an accident or maybe friends > good friends, or maybe there's a purpose(PAMO) behind the post? Well, these are merely my opinions and please do not be offended as i tend to speak in a rather rude tone. Don't mind me but whatever the reason behind such inconsistency is .. i'm not really into interest to know it.

Whoa ! like gossipng and chatting , hahaha didnt know that something bad or unproven can be usefully and conveniently used as a topic and still a good friend as claimed .. hahaha sounds amazing . Apparently, i don't resort to such method for topic purposes BUT i always believes in this term : an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth though i've not really and are disinterested and find it sick to mete out such belief. Whoa ! sorry for my inconsistency.

Haha, as for the second paragraphy .. whoever you have told to, hopefully one day it will be dawned on you. UNfortunately, i do not really share the same idealogy as your opinion into bringing names in this issue which i find it high uncomfortable and at guilt. Find it nauseous. Well, don't mind me because thayt's merely my opinion. hahaha as for the "DID I EVEN SAE U TOLD HIM?" issue. Probably, i've written wrongly bah, it was never ever being in my intention that the person i may have mentioned in the earlier on chatlog as i know he wasnt the source. Nevertheless, notice the word - i may have ? hahaha just want to say, once again and unfortunately, i do not share the common space and habit of saving chatlogs as i find it cumbersome UNLESS they are especially memorable. But i have the same opinion as you into giving instances and examples of saved chatlogs

EXAMPLE

El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Oh
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Ok
Marcus says:
zzz
Marcus says:
slut
Marcus says:
vixen
Marcus says:
hey wad u doing pig ?
Marcus says:
haha eating swirls ah ?
Marcus says:
haha finished ingesting le mah ?
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Really waiting for u reply l
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
La*
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Z
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
OI DUA PAI
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
I lost the check list
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
):
Marcus says:
zzz
Marcus says:
dick sia
Marcus says:
ok
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Wa
Marcus says:
then i ask u first
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Scold me
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
T_T
Marcus says:
u issit fat or bloated?
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Yes
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Z
Marcus says:
fat and bloated ?
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Fkcer
Marcus says:
fat but not bloated
Marcus says:
bloated but not fat?
Marcus says:
not fat not bloatd
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
Bloated but not fat
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
/hehe
Marcus says:
not bloated but fat
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
I jus eaten
Marcus says:
not fat but bloated
Marcus says:
zzz
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
SHUT UP LA
El Double Liew Cee El Double Liew Cee says:
...

As for the proving to you part, it all relies at your memory ultimately as i've mentioned. In my opinion, you may want to employ on the 8 principles of memory- colour, association, sound, image, humour, 5 senses, etc and the use of mindmap which enhance the use of both brains to yield greater effeciency. Well, poor memory can never be an excuse used for umpteem times, wanting me to recollect the unnecessary incidents, killing millions of braincells, especially when exams round the corner. the speech re: number 13 and tall guy, etc. what's the point over it. If that message across is already so clear, so why around the bush (when there's no bush) to get the idea across. Lmao, once again, rather inconsistent into claiming that you're a frank and straightforward person. 1.since the message is already so direct and potentially exposing the identities (whether if they are really or not, up to your assumption ) then why not just refer to the names like earlier on with youjie's name. Probably, you want to be nice by keeping their identities whether true or not in low profile. However, it is highly redundant into using number 13 and tall guy if in an intent of trying to keep the detail inconspicious which i beg to differ .Unless viewers are born yesterday, lacking the fundamental ability to make such straightforward inference and mathematics -number sequence, they are able still able to make such relevance, so What's the point ? 2.you said before you dun mind abt a particular issue when questioned, so why giving an otherwise answer to someone else behind my back when i've already asked for an honest answer not for once but on several occassions. If you have failed to recollect it then nevermind. It's no longer of signifance. Nvm, rest both of these issues as i've believe they are of no relevance to this incident. there are just many which the list gonna go on and on but .. whether or not, no longer important le.

In addition, you related to a fellow which you kind of disliked. Am i right? (rheotical question ) Then why seek help from someone whom you despised ? Okay, when you depise a person meaning you wanna have no association to the person but why there is when assistance is needed and arose. Haha probably depising someone and requesting a help from him is of two different issues in your opinions bah . So i was wondering if the military force would one day employed mas selena (censorship is exhibited) for barrack training despite he was depised ? Okay apology mas selena, it was kind of an inevtable situation to use you to draw an analogy and hence, regrettable to use your name ;( .Like the way we don't condone selena SORRY selena for using your name. Hahahaha. Yea.. your immediate and highly-anticipated response will absolutely be : it's different. Well nvm , clash in idealogy bah. it's always difficult to come to a similar conclusion with one in defeat, probably.

As for "who", haaha that issue you seriously have no idea what's going on. Well nobody knew except deep in my eyes. it was never once comprehended by others. the other one was merely an information and if you recalled- you were the one whom to boil down to a conclusion and i merely agreed? Well, nvm. think you have a poor memory and seemingly a good one when at your advantage of being the victim. zzz dun talk abt that then.
Well, that fateful day of the last day of school of sec 2. Whoa ! 2 years ago and i was appalled you could still recall it. Well thankfully, i am able too!!!! i remembered, we were trotting to the foodcourt with wc riding his red stunt bike to the foodcourt. That fateful period, wc's nickname was still kiroshi, in an attempt to be-fit such japanese pop-star bah and the common teasing topic was still wc being a pig. I remember i was having my yong tau foo with a minimal of 7 dishes which namely- sausage, seaweed, cabbage, egg tofu, fried dumpling, fish cake, meat ball (wc's testes hor wc hor -.-) with mee mixed with kway teow (digress to relieve distress)
Well, lemme think bout it, hmm you told him you dun like him? you dun even interact with him .. yet you made such comment. arent you inviting trouble? Right? then what if you kept it to yourseld and just told some other pple about it, wouldnt it have created any trouble since he's not the good friend nor really a friend you mixed with? It would definitely be better (duhhh) And definitely, this example used is the 5th of the logic fallancy- false analogy. Why? because a mere accquaintance = good friend ?if your answer of accquaintance = good friend, i call that contridictory premises. O.O By keeping it to some people, you assumed it will be better? hmm have you tried ? how many times ? hasty generalisation.
Well, my point to get across is badmouth is okay but 1.not to the extent of even commenting of your good friends you claimed to be 2. not to the extent of such destructive negativity. Badmouth YES CAN DEFINITELY. hey brian, do you know wencheng eats like pig as compared to wah wencheng is very fucked up he like to make new friends etc (what's the point) well, spare the effort to ask me who told me because i refused to bring names in that arent involved .. haha why not just tell straight in the face since you claimed that good friend honest etc ..

Maybe you talk too much? apparently bah, talk too much without even processing it with your brain whether it has detrimental effects or sparing a thought for (good friends?)

Nah i'm not too angry, i'm fucking angry. But it has ceased. Well what can i do? move on with life. Spare the effort to reply with the blog because like what youjie said "everyone changes" so friends le also in future may not be the friend u wanted? so what's the point. carry on with your life while i carry on with my childish and goofy which are irksome and irritating and bugging [rule of three] character. I wont change to be liked, i rather be scourned for who i am . Continue your youjie's belief of everyone changes. This speaks much understanding you had for me after 4 years. Well you're right. Time is not related to strength of friendship if not nigel ng and jw would have been the bestest pal. (sorry to use both of your names)

Lastly, i absolutely dun mean malice and if any sarcasm if felt, it's merely a case of misunderstanding . No offence, apology to names i've used.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kFqEvEXmYGQ
for entertainment sake, hahaha jack black is sooooooo funny ;D

SHAYNE WARD LYRICS

If That's Ok With You

Send "If That's Ok With You" Ringtone to Cell Phone

[Verse 1]
I love the way that you look without your make-up
I had a girl before we met but we broke up
Theres something about you that makes me want to step up
Step up and be with you
If thats okay with you
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
Coz imma make you feel so good how i see its happening
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
Coz baby i wanna step up and be with you
If thats okay with you

[Chorus]
Im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
Im gonna say to your mother just for giving you birth
Im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If thats okay with you
If thats okay with you

[Verse 2]
I wanna keep your toothbrush at my apartment
Make a second set of keys and ask you to move in
Im not crazy
I know what im getting myself in
I wanna live with you
If thats okay with you

[Chorus x2]
Im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
Im gonna say to your mother just for giving you birth
Im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If thats okay with you
If thats okay with you
If thats okay with you
If thats okay with you
Yeah yeah

[Verse 3]
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way
We'll keep the neighbours away too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way

[Chorus x2]

haha great song siol !

yea.. maybe u're right.. 100000more pple to care rather than caring on how to bloody bitch this fucktard... so tired le.. decided not to care.. hahaha move on with hopefully happy days ahead

As my computer was switched on this afternoon since last night.. the CPU motor fan was screeching insanely suddenly, giving me a hint that it may blow off at any moment. My natural and immediate instinct- power plug zzzzzz eventually had to sign off msn and other conversations abruptly.. haha very pao qian... hehehehe

Have been having this very awkward feeling but dunno how to put it in words.. hmm feeling instable, happy at times, feel life is so damm boring and meaningless at times, sian at times as if doomsday approaching without a decent reason... but hatred for one person? one word: definitely. just eat shit and die lah, really lah.


haha out of a blue, i realised that i've been regretting all years long.. regret for not taking the right time, regret for not doing what's supposed to be done, regret for doing what's not supposed to be done, regret..zzz hahah well, right now, i still feel there's some things i gonna regret but i just dunno what am i regretting about.. time will tell i guess.. so readers.. dun live in a life of regrets.

舍不得

haha didnt switch off my computer since last night because i'm very afraid that it may not work for today- due to the pissface auto-restart thingy .. Haha i just notice this friend of mine- brian, is very sua ku-o- dunno how to use facebook and friendster.. HAHAHAHA. notice that wencheng hasnt slimed down at all, in fact got bloated up more (come lor wc;DDDDD). Recently busy lifestyle, WHY? because i need to watch for my back almost every second haha due to some.. hmm loss of words.. hhaha i guess no words can be used to describe this vile in the adequate degree and similarly, no one besides him can make my day black and similarly, no one besides him can make me abhor someone so so so so deeply and similarly... hahaha the list goes on and on lah ..

bottomline: haha you must be honoured bah hor hor

Watch your back because you may not know how many pple whom you have shot at the back are chasing you right now. An excerpt from "Einstein" Grrr, this prick.. go get a mirror or gaze into a pool of pee for some soul-searching ( IF U REALLY KNOW HOW TO SELF-REFLECT WHICH I GUESS NOT)

quit acting the victim, it doesn't bother me. seriously,you got to get me quick before i get you down at a whim at one's will. sucker. i'm gonna give you hell BACK man..

finally, i managed to post again. Recently, the cookie has some problems no idea why. YA, and also, my computer has contracted dunno what virus (definitely is wc spread de), kept auto-restarting, so i dunno when i can blog again after this post. hahha sorry to those die-hard fans who craved to read my blog (well, dun think there's any besides the houseflies. My bhb-ness acting up again like what karyl has always mentioned ;D) Time flies and same goes for memories, there are a bulk of things which i always wanted to post but was deprived of the opportunity and now i've forgotten. seems like my memory is getting as poor as some bimbo (relating to karyl (fun right? keep using blog to shoot me, finally it's my turn le ;D)). However, that poor memory will never ever be related to today's event. I had the last enjoyable moment with my class during the graduation moment and cam-whored.. hahaha the deepest impression i had about today is this very person who give me the assurance whom i will have never expected that she would even at a whim at all. Yet, that mere sentence of her recognising my ability has pounded into the core of my soul so deeply that anyone else is unable. Maybe you all wont understand this feel, it's so powerful anyway. because of those assurances. just because i have the heart. just because i have the strength to do what i'm supposed to and continue off from where i've put a stop to long ago.

Anyway,
weeks ago, i was ignorant that i had such a gooooooooooooood friend all along
days ago, my eyes told me everything
hours ago, i was one retard
now, i'm not ignorant, will not be a retard anymore because i can see it crystal-clear

Anyone, do you know that words are extremely murderous when they are sniped from behind from the least expected (well not really least expected) Also, not to forget to mention, when the victim realises it, he can turn even more aggressive at the will of his heart.

haha nothing much, just merely some excerpts from the "Shakespeare's poems" you this dumb prick, go eat a dick.


ps: _l_ to my bro if you're still secretly hopping to my blog after so long=.=

What Marcus Means You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

quite jiao wei -o-lucky?... long ago strike toto, phone not kenna confisicated and etc.. still lucky..

i'm not stupid, neither am i dumb. I'm by my own, i know what will happen now and next and i'd gonna return it to you by folds.. never ever think u're safe. Evil awaits you

every draft i've created for interactive and talking purposes just always boils down to failure. when can i just untie the fucking knot of embarrassment? the paper, the outing.. the..zzzz dumbass MUTE marcus, marcus, marcus indeed a letdown, failure and joke in everything. DICKHEAD

shy? i finally realise what it's like. it's when your cheeks were tensed up and burning non-stop, heart palpitating even faster with your entire body literally froze, hoping not to react by controlling your breathing pace, making you even more feverish with your lips quivering.. And how you would have wished for a hole to conceal your retarded face... An emotion which i was so curious about before and how i wished i've never found out now.. zzz felt so noob, retarded and coward..

yea 14more hours,excited, love you 144 ;D HAHA

Hey friend.. i mean stranger, after learning so much incidents that you've been into and despite these, you still have the cheek to put this as your pm:漫长的岁月里，我对你的思念从没减少过。即使我俩聚少离多，也没冲淡对你的感觉，而是加深我对你的思念。当你开心时，我也会莫名的开心。当你伤心难过，我的天空也会下起雨. This string of lines are sweet but probably you have completely misinterpreted the meaning behind these. It disgusts me seriously. Sorry if i'm being too frank and direct. Well, all i can say is that i'm truly appalled by what you have quoted (notice the word quoted instead of written). Why? Maybe that is what lingering around your mind right now. Well, because whatever you've done, have completely mismatched the idea of these sentences . This has given me a ball of time cracking in laughter(with an entertainment rate of 5/5)upon this contridiction, irony. Well, i've no comments nor controls over what you've been doing, BUT... all i can say is that doom spells before you and you gonna swallow all these dire consequences at one go. Why put it as your pm? For what purpose? To appear devoted/dedicated? Save it, there's absolutely no point in putting because you putting it for the sake of putting OR maybe you've forgotten to update your pm. Now it makes me wonder if the person is using the account daily really you? If so, all i can say is that you have a piece of extremely thick yet impenetrateable skin. And if you have completely no idea whether am i refering to you or not and is still scratching your dense,thick skull, shooting a quizzical look on the computer screen. All i can say is that save it. Because no one's going to see such hypocrisy as this post is already very direct. You know what you've been doing. Well if all the above fits whatever you are and you're ashamed about it, you read well because i'm making no apologies for it. No point forgiving, it just prevent my soul from being purified as another sin commited as accumulated on me.

Morning readers, lol cant get into sleep because i can stay awake. I am wide awake because i cant sleep. haha.. today seems to be a better day after ch sending me a damm hilarious link which wakes and jerks the core of my soul, exploding into peals of laughter.. haha can be viewed in karyl's blog. Then i realise, that link was a mother of all links of funny thai advertisements. Come to think of it, thais are rather innovative and funny. HAHA afterwards, went off to had supper with karyl and joel. Well, not really a supper because they werent the one eating.. kekex.. went to study and bt (bird talk). I've learnt something new today which is weesoon got fined $20 for crossing the road when the traffic light's red.. HAHAHAHA so suay. Okay, time to carry on what I've stopped.
- To achieve satisfaction in a simpler life and in order to derive meanings from your existence is to serve needs to people around you, your friends. Probably studying is a form of motivation in my life right now because i am able help people around me, bringing joy to pple's life hopefully and be even happier. learnt this from prata confidant. okay nvm. got to go. Have a nice day! ;D

Peace can be made when there are peaceful people with peaceful thoughts. Lol, attained peace? Hahahaha, yea undisturbed in heart, silent in soul, everything is seemingly spiralling down the way a quiet and regular life is,coming to an end. And not churning out of control violently. Everything is going so slowly, the breeze, the chirps, the light, the rain, the laughters, friends' voices BUT NOT.. THE BLOODY MOFO RESIDENT LIVING BELOW ME, FANCY SINGING A STUPID BIG DONKEY SONG OUT OF TUNE INCESSANTLY. THE MORE I HOWLED AND RAILED AT THE RESIDENTS, THE LOUDER AND MORE OUT OF TUNE THEY GOT.. DUMBASS.. haha got to go, buy yogurt and probably to the town council and lodge a complaint (just joking) and last but not least good luck for the "stress-free" prelims:)

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HAHA credited to yeeling for the pictures. Haha just feel like posting to dedicate my gratitude towards the pro ms chai for guiding me and distributing notes selflessly which enable me to earn my A2. haha sorry for gl-ing you for first the 1/2 year and thank you for the education and light you've given. You're the best chinese teacher anyone can ever be:)

my sincerest gratitude:)

i've lost two friends.
one's beyond redemption
the other, i'm to be blamed and certainly apologetic. it leaves me with no choice for the latter probably due to my selfishness, i seriously have no idea as i've lost my rationality. but i'm willing to help and be ur listening ear if needed, hoping that is still within the borders of possibility. tc

i'm gonna work all out with my clear eyes

anyway, does the problem lie with me or the others. It seems the acceptance of character is ebbing slowly and slowly, given criticism by the others. More disheartening when it emanates from the ones whom i thought understood me. Why am i in this world for? Was my existence ever once accepted and not despised. Should i change for the better and to please others or should i stay for who i am and continue frustrating others with my kiddish attitude, in order not to stay hypocritical.
I guess i've to change for the better since it's so restless and there's not fun to be derived from other moving objects. Whatever it is, my goals are riveted. .

don is gone, yea gone from my soul, heart and mind. i'm satisfied with this liberation..
it was destined and had already been let go

No human beings can resist the greed of not to stand at the pinnacle, to excel. Everyone is selfish by nature and will definitely commit some offences against their conscience and words, be it unconsciously or not. to achieve their goals. For such cases, no one can be blamed as these murderous, sly yet competitive nature instincts have longed ago been embedded deep in the very bones of ours. These souls are indeed very toxic and dangerous to be left standing. Yet, at the end of our limited energy, at the head-on with the jaw of death, we will know that we are the foolish people who pursue so much just to attain a title and recognition that will still not alter the life and death fate. Isn't happiness more important as this feeling will weave with our souls as compared to fames that fade in the afterlife. We are mere pawns of sky, for He to witness our greeds and the law of survival. Despite knowing that we ourselves are just pawns, we cant help but to be trapped and churned by this vicious cycle again and again, twirled around in His palm, not getting any further ahead. The perspectives and visions shared by the previous generation or whatsoever is always redundant no matter how credible and realistic they are.

Only those who had won the true and strongest opponent designated in life who are they themselves are truly the one who managed to escape the peril of the merciless cycle of greed. However, labelled as fool by the foolish, condescending, greedy human beings. These ignorant ones will be their obstacles, will tempt them to revert to their original voracious form. Nevertheless, these greedy beings assume the reality by what their visions are, unknowingly if their visions are true and credible to start with. Be it right or not, those who will truly know are the ones whom had won themselves whom had already managed to conquer their very own grotesque talons of greeds,desire and soul. They will experience the true and genuine sense of victory, achievement and liberation that is overwhelmed with security. Yet to reach such a level is truly difficult as most people are generally competitive and find exceeding others totally irresistible especially coupled with slyness, causing this pathetic cycle to continue going on and on and on . . .never coming to a halt.

paradoxical

mask,
webs of deception
given up, liberated :D

A chapter has closed with a new chapter of life to begin. I will be my utmost, treating people good just like what dingping said. I must support people aspired from clinty and brian. I must be forgiving like what ck is. I will stay by the side of those fallen ones like how karyl did. Be as helpful as joel, be as gleeful as darren and wc. With induced illusions, i'm bent to forget the past and let go of that tremendous burden with my very new clear vision :) ty redha. My eyes are crystal clear now, i know what to do. I commit to my fullest carrying out those words that have always been hanging onto my lips. i must resume where i halted, be the person whom i long ago forgotten to be. so long :D, here i come....ARGHHH

damm.. must forget it though it is so unforgettable. rummaging for new purposes in existence

Let a chess set, any step moved will still result in great destruction.. forward, backward, diagonal will still suffer great loss. what should i do? escape from this game without a resolution O.O

Hello readers, long time no see as i was far abroad.. haha gong jiao wei only.

Friday
Had some ball games with many honourable pleasant twerps, there is NBA player, a US member, etc. Actually wanted to sleep, but was consistently annoyed by Wallace's phonecalls. hahaha but come to think of it, probably it wasnt a wasted trip. The time spent was fun. HAHA especially Eldred and Jasper's craps, steamed bun's impressive NBA style of playing (dongfangbubai, half moon, milkshake). Weijie bought a sex toy trouser for easy M_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ in BUGIS STREET? hahaha, after that most of the grp went home but before that, we had an enjoyable time watching a video clip (not porn), more amazing than that. Haha his style was akin to the wind- untraceable. His footsteps were uncountable and his destination of his ball shot was unpredictable like the wind. A person who claimed to have NBA background. hehehehe. Ya, Wallace had a frigging big blister, larger than kyuubi's dick? Eldred's fun to laugh with and Jasper's skills were fluctuating. WHY?(that's rhetorical question) because he EMO at some point of time, lol.. Izzat faced some discrimination and wallace suffered from a humongous blister, probably because teasing me and weijie about height issues. haha Aiyah etc. if i were to complete the entire stuffs abt the basketball, i will soon admire the rise of the Sun.

Later on, went for roti prata paradise for a good supper (many people to gl with, very entertaining) and chat after waiting abt 1hr plus? hahaha enjoyed during waiting, coz have many incidents to laugh at. I shared plenty of ghost stories and personal recount with weijie, Xuhui and dingping but they exploded into peal of laughters instead of the much anticipated fear imprinted of their faces, need to polish on my ghost stories liao. Isnt camera, break-out, possessing a dog and book, toilet trip a scary one? :(.. hahah Had some ideas of pranking-Temasek field hehe and cheers.

Supper was extremely relaxing, but everyone left pretty early. However, CK was there. That means another EASY TARGET to gl and own. haha SA hor..Haha talked crap (spoofs and a snake joke and miaoy's presence.. hehehehe) about 1-2hr and everyone leaves. I'm alone, i'm seeing everyone's back. One after another. My life is an epitome of loneliness and emo(hmm, out of a blue, xiang's face flashed through my mind, haha), i'm abandoned, the world is dark and it is devoid of love, OMG. I'm gonna slit my wrist with blade(not rusty one, in case i really die). Okay bye, slitting in progress.

Saturday
Made a choice to go tmart mac instead of a celebration. haha a little regretful of my choice (coz no free food with wide variety) but very relieve i made the right one (coz got many people to gl). Anyway, the largest regretful incident was to bet something foolish and gulp down a quirky liquid. For this part, i will explain it in greater detail. Played a chinese game with a late-comer, jojo who had poor sense of direction to make the right way. HAHA. Anyway, i lost. WHY? i shouldnt have lost if not for that dongfangbubai ck (jkjk) set the timer in 4min2s. Had the 1/2s not set, i would have won. And she would be the chosen one( one out of two million) to wolf down that retarded drink.It was because the moment she finished uttering her phrase, the freaking phone rang as if it's anxious to see me falling into ruin and insults? haha maybe not, as long as it was an enjoyable time for everyone, it's worth it. Awww, dun be touched. And SOMEONE, FOR CONVENIENCE SAKE- NICHIAMIN, pelt one or two lime into the "BIG GULP" out of convenience and i had to suffer. I... I.. finally managed to suck up a mouthful of the drink which comprises of sotong, lime, lemon, atar seed?, thick beehoon, yellow mee, ice, etc(sorry if didnt mention anyone, coz i've forgotten whether are you in the drink). the drink was freaking salty, spicy,icy and damm sour. Another version of Tom yam. Yuck and GROSS, and benevolent Ck offered me a cup of ice water, a cup flooded with ice cubes but without even a drop of h20(liquid state not solid state). Probably an act of vengeance for the fact that when he ordered holick peng, i said mo peng. Ok nevermind. Today was fruitful trip but kind of disappointed, nvm. Bye readers... WOO.. the Sun is rising :D. (that's not a mole, it's a fullstop)

Ran and ran and ran back home. Just kept running till i've forgotten what fatigue and stamina mean. Out of a blue, i was running in a short stretch of land outside the sport halls. Though it was the short distance from the starting to the ending, many thing flashed back. Those memories which remind me what i'm supposed to do, why i'm here, why i'm not capable, many many things seemed to have caught up back with me in such a short time. It was that my body was overpowered with static forces, many fears and angers were liberated. It was as though i've dashed past a tunnel of brimmed with guiding lights. The feeling of liberation within the core of my inner soul and i managed to grasp it.

I now understand what i'm supposed to do now, i've found your source of information, how it is leaked to you, why your pair of condescending eyes changes from mild to extreme. It all lies in one key. I'm gonna mould that key and prove to those shits out there ,who deemed me as someone who bound to fail, wrong. I will climb past this brick walls, walls after walls, not falling off even at a single one when i reach the pinnacles of them. I'm gonna prove you wrong. Prepare for my invasion with my holism, you pricks...

Monday
Yesterday was a stupefying and scorching day so much that my dick grew two pimples( just kidding). Anyway, went to mac and was grinning from ear to ear like what lecher will do as i was stepping closer and closer to the Mac-spicy meal, upsize like any normal wencheng will do, add cheese like any josephine does. HOWEVER, I WAS DISAPPOINTED, DARN (getting emotional). The chicken isnt as tender and soft as usual, not fleshy and so dry, failed to create a sensation within me, failed to make me erect like usual. (just kidding in case you thought for a moment if this is ko* h**'s blog.) Nothing particularly special about today besides sitting on the dirt ground.

Tuesday
Tried my best to be a good boy during Ms Sakena's lesson. Tried my best not to smile, but she gave me a look as though she's waiting for me to laugh. So as usual, i lost my composure and effort, laughing away hysterically. After her lesson, we went to make balloons and fold and blow and prick and squeeze and stuck and press and pinch and pump. Sounds wrong. However, tomorrow i'm kind of convinced that my pouty lips mouth will be shut tightly because.. haiz. never mind.

worth it?

Yo readers, today was kind of a boring day just like any other days. Many parts seem to be missing from my life (caressing genital region and pondering), Haiz.. HAHA jkjkjk. But seriously, i dunno why recently can be very easily pissed off due to unknown reasons. Seething with mounting anger like a dormant volcano, waiting to erect erupt.

Laugh-out-loud, never mind, tomorrow may be a better day because i can see...... MS SAKINA, haha both her lesson and speech lift my spirit up into a state of euphoria. Her voice is akin to a young angel, her eyes are perpetually dazzling and mesmerizing. Every move of hers is as graceful as a demure fairy pounds clearly into the core of my soul. Her lesson is extremely exciting and entertaining as if boarding on a roller-coaster. Ups and downs, in and out. I just love it, it's awesome. Aww... i bet she's touched upon reading this just like how i bet wencheng's gonna not slim down. hor wencheng hor. YEA... haha just exaggerating. Well, hope tomorrow will be a better day with her rantings compliments :D I'm gonna be a good student from now onwards. Haha, was that supposed to be a joke? (Nah, a rhetorical question. =.= [flashing my hot sexy double- eyelid eyes]) how can marcus be a good student, omg u chicken pie if u are wondering whether to be convinced about it as claimed from many staffs and classmates. @#$$#$^#%@#$


Natural is the best essence of life, the always emotional one.

Hey Hey readers, today i've something interesting to share. . aww darn..today 大姨妈 come le(knocking my door).. haha just joking,kidding,jesting. Didnt get it then nvm. Ohya, i've decided not to put a tagboard in case something similar yet perculiar surfaces again. And that that that.. can be found in the tagboard of http://ahlau-stories.blogspot.com/ and http://atdrivesix.blogspot.com/. Hehe... A form of advertising leh leh... Hahaha just now talking to sexy little clinty and chat with junwen later, exciting...Hmm.. should open a workshop like Adam Khoo?? Anos Cool workshop. Giving motivational jiaowei speeches. Haha sound like some gigolos satisfying people's sexual drives. By the way, i pee-d before clinty's eyes in the public today. HAHA just joking clinty...Ohya. talking about the cute little croaking junwen. Hmm... someone with large humongous radar like ears and haha stop flashing that 8 mega pixel camera of yours.. hehe no lah. Good friend this year study hard, i really really really want to see you smile after going to stage not because you're a father but a scorer-.- Don't you dare to whine at the stage,okay? PROMISE? finger hook. if you get below 20, i give you my porn disc, below 15- limited edison porn manga, below 10- " NAH. KIDNEY, catch!". haha just kidding lah, porn disc and manga too expensive le.. cant afford.. i very poor de and live in fishing village de. WOO, caught a big pomfret now..

natural is the essence of life, the always emotional ones. (Do i sound cute? HAHAHA sounds faggoty i think)

Howdy readers, this is my another blog. Haha, i've decided not to make satire jokes with this blog because i'm kind of sick about it. Moreover, i'm a serious student who don't like to joke and fool around, often flaunting my straight face. Haha just joking. Creating a blog because i'm plain bored, find nothing recently to fill up the missing parts of my life. Talking about missing parts, well.. i've some part missing. Somewhere between my upper thighs. Okay just joking. Darn.. just made two jokes despite the mention about not making jokes. Hopefully, something productive can be reaped when dingping and clinty come.

-natural is the best essence of life. the always emotional one.(Just joking, in case some people mistook me as a sissy pussy faggots)